CAUTION!! emo post ahead.....
i dunno why i'm feeling like this these few days. its just a rush of alot alot of feelings. all at once. and i dunno wat to do with them. have u guys felt scared growing up? not as in getting a job and stuff like that, but just growing up. becoming an adult. ADULT. such a big word. to me that is. i remember when i was like 10 or 11, i used to think of growing up and start crying. just like that. my biggest fear back then was becoming an adult. as i grew older that fear went away. each year was planned out. after std 5 i go to std 6. after form 4 i go to form 5. nothing scary bout that.
but then recently, that fear came back again. i'm really growing up now. i'm a college student. it seems like just yesterday i was sitting in my daddy's sarong, telling him that i cant wait to be a TEENager. cant wait to go to college. cant wait to be 'cool'. well, here i am now. how i wish i was back in my daddy's sarong. everything was so much simpler.
its not really the fear of going to uni and getting a job. its being an adult.i know i'm not making any sense. its the fear of meeting new people everyday. the fear of being in a whole new family. the fear of losing my old family. the fear of greater responsibility. the fear of not being able to handle it all. the fear of losing my parents. the fear of losing my brother. the fear of losing childhood friends.
it just suddenly hit me that i'm stepping into the real world soon. i'm already halfway there. i dunno where i'll be after college. i might be on my own somewhere far far away. its not so bad now. i know i complain alot bout my family treating me like i'm still a child. not taking me seriously. not giving me the freedom i THINK i deserve. but deep deep down, i'm glad they're still doing that. it makes me feel not so scared. i know that they're still looking out for me and they'll be here for me. but bit by bit i can see them treating me like an adult. part of me is really happy. another part wishes they'd stop.
i wish babies will stay babies. kids stay kids. teenagers stay teenagers. parents stay parents. grandparents stay grandparents. cheng stephanie stays cheng stephanie.
Oct 25, 2007
Oct 24, 2007
cant wait to come back to civilization!!!
hey, peeps..it looks like u guys are having alot of fun in kl..but have no idea wats up with stephy..reli scaring me..neway gurl if u have nethin to tok about dun hesitate to call me..feel sori for u but duno wat it is about..hope its not us tat are upsetin u..reli paranoid la..tell me whn u r free so v can call u..dun wori la gurl..will pray for u..
Well, life is getting very hactic and stressful in this sem..but guess wat its finishin very soon then i will come back to civilization..hehe..btw josh how i wish it was that easy to leave this hulu place..hey cant wait to get together with u guys..its been a loooonng time la..n i have actually gain a few kilograms,believe it or not....
esp for you steph,
dun be ashamed of ur failures,
keep on figthing, dun look back,
keep moving forward,
FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! lil man
Well, life is getting very hactic and stressful in this sem..but guess wat its finishin very soon then i will come back to civilization..hehe..btw josh how i wish it was that easy to leave this hulu place..hey cant wait to get together with u guys..its been a loooonng time la..n i have actually gain a few kilograms,believe it or not....
esp for you steph,
dun be ashamed of ur failures,
keep on figthing, dun look back,
keep moving forward,
FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! lil man
Not a Good Friend of Mine! [Update altogether!]
Streamyx hasn't been a good friend of mine.Since the day I accepted it into my house.It has just let me down again for the past few days.But hey..no one said life was gonna be easy[might used the phrase for the wrong reason but it's true.haha].
Let me just start from Friday[19/10/07].Ron wrote a good blog there but just to clarify things..I'm not a CC addict(he made me sound like one).I didn't play games in the morning, evening then later at night.I was just there to meet Lan & Ron.Then entertain Lan a little then we did play some good game that night & we did not turn Josh into a Dota addict.I'm still playing it for fun only.Like I always said..although it's only 3 person.It's fun hanging out together and "talk about life" as I like to call it.
The following day which is in fact a Saturday..We did came back a little late from Klang even when Josh was getting on Ron's nerves.haha.Once I got back..I got myself all cleaned up then got to watched some movies before falling asleep.When I woke up, upon seeing my mum she told me that we have to attend a dinner.A dinner organize by the Foo Chow Association of Selangor at Chee Wen(C).Dad was away in Sitiawan so Oscar(my sis' man) took his place as we have 4 tickets.It's a 10 course dinner cooked & served by people from "Restoran Lido" from Sitiawan.Yes! All the way from Sitiawan.It was a nice dinner overall other than all the "bla bla" speeches but I'm proud to be 3/4 Foo Chow & I'm serious! Not that I'm not serious in being proud of my 1/4 Hokkien blood.It's just that Foo Chow is like this HooHah[talk of the town] thingy.
Foo Chow food is ranked one of the top Oriental dishes in the world.*Proud*.There are Foo Chow people all around the world[not that my uncle is in US, Taiwan & all but I mean they are practically EVERYWHERE!] which leads back to Fujian, China[My Grandpa was from there & now I know Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong is from there too!- it is a Big Big loss to our Nation on the parting of Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong(I want to grow up to be just like him! & I mean it.Every word of it)]*Proud*.Foo Chow people talk very loud..I'm not saying I'm very proud of that but when it come to being brave[Big balls that is] & faithful to brotherhood - we're onto it!*Proud*[Some of them might be different from what I just said but don't blame me.haha].Anyway..you get what I'm trying to say..I am Proud of everything I am & everything about Foo Chow!
Got a chance to meet some of my relatives that came all the way from Sitiawan & those that I haven't seen for a long long time during that dinner.Even friends of my family.All of them were there.Owh yea..even Indians & Orang Putih attended.Like I said..being faithful & supportive to brotherhood and sisterhood that is, many of them promise to support my sister for the opening of the boutique in Sunway Piramid [So Beautiful-don't ask me how the name came about, I have no share in choosing it/New wing, top floor].Grand opening should be around next month..I'm counting on all 9 of you to be part of the success also!
Sunday[21/10/07].Waking up feeling excited to eat lemang at Atika & Nadia's[my classmates] house.Raya Open House! Church was my 1st designated destination though.haha.The service ended about 12:40pm.Hang out at church a little, asking people to join "International Youth Camp".Played with Baby Lucas[favourite activity of all time.haha] before heading down to Esso to meet up with my other friends driving up to Ampang for the Open House.6 people in a Hyundai Ascent.It was fun until one nail out of nowhere poke right through the left rear tire .Having one guy thats smaller in size than Ron & 4 girls, everyone had this nervous & restless expression.I admit! never did changed a tire before but I'm not denying the fact that I'm willing to try.So..we took out everything we needed but 2 of my friends still decided to asked someone for help when they walked around to ask.I took the opportunity to try[I looked "Hot" changing a tire according to my friends - I know you people are laughing upon reading this but thats the point.Not trying to brag here.haha.Laugh your butt off!] which I did correctly until this good Samaritan[Yes.Malaysian] stop to help which indeed made it faster.We thanked him & gave him some money for his help.
Off we go as we were all hungry.We did found the place[we all had an OMG expression on our faces.It's Mansion to us] & were lucky that there's still food on the table which is being refilled.Not enough lemang for me though.haha.It was fun with all the people there.Then we got a chance to tour that beautiful Mansion of theirs.3 Living rooms[One with Projector & pool table, another one with Record players & Speakers just to chill and last one to welcome guests & just chat], 2
Dining rooms[One with round table while the other one looks like that of Donald Trump's board room.I'm serious], 1 American-like Kitchen,1 Laundry room, 5 Bedrooms[with PS2, Drums, TVs, Cool washrooms & everything nice.haha], Last but not least a Living room-like Lounge with a TV Big as Hell .If you think mine's Big think again.Owh..and there's a board game called "Shag Marry Kill".Yes! I said Shag.Hey..I suggest we buy this game to play.Seriously.Heaps better than "Truth or Dare".
Stephy..You know who will I Shag, Marry or Kill? Let's play Let's Play Let's Play! hahaha.
To top it all off..there's a waterfall 3.47 minutes away from their mansion.Yes.How peaceful to hear the water flow from within the house.One bad thing though..the house behind theirs is abandoned though they once knew the owner of the house[the crew from the show "Seekers" always film there which Atika told me some were fake!].Fun day until I got screwed from my dad for going out too often.
So.There are still doubts on what to blog? Got any idea from all this? Main purpose is to let all of us know what you're up to.Write everything.It's just Laziness syndrom.I fought hard with my Streamyx for this to happen.What's the excuse now?
College had been busy yet fun though.It's seemed like years since I met you all! When shall we meet up again?
By the way..Most likely[99.9%] I'll be going to Penang.Bayview Beach Resort for my Industrial Training for 2months+. January-March 21st. I will miss Sarah, Ron & Saara's Birthday.Unless I get leave & come back which might not be possible because my dad won't see the need to travel back for 1 or 2 days.So Miss me! I'll repeat again before I leave.haha.
the KinG is of 3/4 Foo Chow & 1/4 Hokkien Blood!
His Majesty Grandpa Hails from Fujian, China & Proud of it!
Streamyx hasn't been a good friend of mine.Since the day I accepted it into my house.It has just let me down again for the past few days.But hey..no one said life was gonna be easy[might used the phrase for the wrong reason but it's true.haha].
Let me just start from Friday[19/10/07].Ron wrote a good blog there but just to clarify things..I'm not a CC addict(he made me sound like one).I didn't play games in the morning, evening then later at night.I was just there to meet Lan & Ron.Then entertain Lan a little then we did play some good game that night & we did not turn Josh into a Dota addict.I'm still playing it for fun only.Like I always said..although it's only 3 person.It's fun hanging out together and "talk about life" as I like to call it.
The following day which is in fact a Saturday..We did came back a little late from Klang even when Josh was getting on Ron's nerves.haha.Once I got back..I got myself all cleaned up then got to watched some movies before falling asleep.When I woke up, upon seeing my mum she told me that we have to attend a dinner.A dinner organize by the Foo Chow Association of Selangor at Chee Wen(C).Dad was away in Sitiawan so Oscar(my sis' man) took his place as we have 4 tickets.It's a 10 course dinner cooked & served by people from "Restoran Lido" from Sitiawan.Yes! All the way from Sitiawan.It was a nice dinner overall other than all the "bla bla" speeches but I'm proud to be 3/4 Foo Chow & I'm serious! Not that I'm not serious in being proud of my 1/4 Hokkien blood.It's just that Foo Chow is like this HooHah[talk of the town] thingy.
Foo Chow food is ranked one of the top Oriental dishes in the world.*Proud*.There are Foo Chow people all around the world[not that my uncle is in US, Taiwan & all but I mean they are practically EVERYWHERE!] which leads back to Fujian, China[My Grandpa was from there & now I know Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong is from there too!- it is a Big Big loss to our Nation on the parting of Tan Sri Lim Goh Tong(I want to grow up to be just like him! & I mean it.Every word of it)]*Proud*.Foo Chow people talk very loud..I'm not saying I'm very proud of that but when it come to being brave[Big balls that is] & faithful to brotherhood - we're onto it!*Proud*[Some of them might be different from what I just said but don't blame me.haha].Anyway..you get what I'm trying to say..I am Proud of everything I am & everything about Foo Chow!
Got a chance to meet some of my relatives that came all the way from Sitiawan & those that I haven't seen for a long long time during that dinner.Even friends of my family.All of them were there.Owh yea..even Indians & Orang Putih attended.Like I said..being faithful & supportive to brotherhood and sisterhood that is, many of them promise to support my sister for the opening of the boutique in Sunway Piramid [So Beautiful-don't ask me how the name came about, I have no share in choosing it/New wing, top floor].Grand opening should be around next month..I'm counting on all 9 of you to be part of the success also!
Sunday[21/10/07].Waking up feeling excited to eat lemang at Atika & Nadia's[my classmates] house.Raya Open House! Church was my 1st designated destination though.haha.The service ended about 12:40pm.Hang out at church a little, asking people to join "International Youth Camp".Played with Baby Lucas[favourite activity of all time.haha] before heading down to Esso to meet up with my other friends driving up to Ampang for the Open House.6 people in a Hyundai Ascent.It was fun until one nail out of nowhere poke right through the left rear tire .Having one guy thats smaller in size than Ron & 4 girls, everyone had this nervous & restless expression.I admit! never did changed a tire before but I'm not denying the fact that I'm willing to try.So..we took out everything we needed but 2 of my friends still decided to asked someone for help when they walked around to ask.I took the opportunity to try[I looked "Hot" changing a tire according to my friends - I know you people are laughing upon reading this but thats the point.Not trying to brag here.haha.Laugh your butt off!] which I did correctly until this good Samaritan[Yes.Malaysian] stop to help which indeed made it faster.We thanked him & gave him some money for his help.
Off we go as we were all hungry.We did found the place[we all had an OMG expression on our faces.It's Mansion to us] & were lucky that there's still food on the table which is being refilled.Not enough lemang for me though.haha.It was fun with all the people there.Then we got a chance to tour that beautiful Mansion of theirs.3 Living rooms[One with Projector & pool table, another one with Record players & Speakers just to chill and last one to welcome guests & just chat], 2
Dining rooms[One with round table while the other one looks like that of Donald Trump's board room.I'm serious], 1 American-like Kitchen,1 Laundry room, 5 Bedrooms[with PS2, Drums, TVs, Cool washrooms & everything nice.haha], Last but not least a Living room-like Lounge with a TV Big as Hell .If you think mine's Big think again.Owh..and there's a board game called "Shag Marry Kill".Yes! I said Shag.Hey..I suggest we buy this game to play.Seriously.Heaps better than "Truth or Dare".
Stephy..You know who will I Shag, Marry or Kill? Let's play Let's Play Let's Play! hahaha.
To top it all off..there's a waterfall 3.47 minutes away from their mansion.Yes.How peaceful to hear the water flow from within the house.One bad thing though..the house behind theirs is abandoned though they once knew the owner of the house[the crew from the show "Seekers" always film there which Atika told me some were fake!].Fun day until I got screwed from my dad for going out too often.
So.There are still doubts on what to blog? Got any idea from all this? Main purpose is to let all of us know what you're up to.Write everything.It's just Laziness syndrom.I fought hard with my Streamyx for this to happen.What's the excuse now?
College had been busy yet fun though.It's seemed like years since I met you all! When shall we meet up again?
By the way..Most likely[99.9%] I'll be going to Penang.Bayview Beach Resort for my Industrial Training for 2months+. January-March 21st. I will miss Sarah, Ron & Saara's Birthday.Unless I get leave & come back which might not be possible because my dad won't see the need to travel back for 1 or 2 days.So Miss me! I'll repeat again before I leave.haha.
the KinG is of 3/4 Foo Chow & 1/4 Hokkien Blood!
His Majesty Grandpa Hails from Fujian, China & Proud of it!
Oct 23, 2007
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is it ok to feel disappointed? how long should i stay disappointed? am i being too sensitive? is it too much to ask for? i didnt realise it affected me that much. i thought i was ok with it. at first, i wasnt. as time passed i gradually forgot about it and let it go. but now, whenever anything related to it comes up, i get really pissed all over again. i dont think i should be feeling like this. i dont want to feel like this. maybe i'm just expecting too much. or maybe some people just couldnt care less. whichever it is, i hope is stop feeling like this soon. cause the next one is coming up and this time its gonna be everyone. i dont want to spoil something that rarely happens. we've all waited very long. 9 months to be exact. i pray to god this time it works out.
- disappointed steph -
- disappointed steph -
Oct 22, 2007
me first post -jsmith- =P
Ah at long last after much persuasion, nagging and scolding the one and only J.SMITH is on the way to post his first blog. A miracle by all means. Well what can I say, Steph has already been very descriptive on all of us but left herself out of it! (she was once a twig now fatty) It’s been a long time since all of us were together back in U8 (miss those days) but now we’ve all got our own thing to do we have to rely on dumb blogs (don’t like bloging) to interpret how we for the BESTEST 9 crew! Anyway this better work and also the planners for outings (Ron & King) should keep up the good work. Oh yea Sarah and Joelyn what the hell are you girls still doing up in that hulu place, come back already we miss you! Especially Steph, she keeps moaning about why she has to be the only girl.
Now that were all in college just think back a year ago, we were all studying like crazy for SPM (well I was =P) man time really waves past us like a tornado. Madness I tell you. Soon I’ll be getting invitation cards for all of your weddings!! Looks like that’s all for now
Signing off,
J.SMITH
P.S. Stephy baby see I didn’t cancel our lunch date, I even picked you up and you still expect a prezzie? Just remember it’s the thought that counts!
Ron me mate for 11 years I lazy wanna write bout that day since you covered it with loads of detail. All I can is we had loads of fun and I’m addicted to dota now! Thanks also for sending me back early you know I’m worth the trouble. Haha!
Now that were all in college just think back a year ago, we were all studying like crazy for SPM (well I was =P) man time really waves past us like a tornado. Madness I tell you. Soon I’ll be getting invitation cards for all of your weddings!! Looks like that’s all for now
Signing off,
J.SMITH
P.S. Stephy baby see I didn’t cancel our lunch date, I even picked you up and you still expect a prezzie? Just remember it’s the thought that counts!
Ron me mate for 11 years I lazy wanna write bout that day since you covered it with loads of detail. All I can is we had loads of fun and I’m addicted to dota now! Thanks also for sending me back early you know I’m worth the trouble. Haha!
Friday, 19th of Oct 07..the three of us
Woke up at 6 in the morning..was so so sleepy..cant go back to bed coz other wise i will be late to meet lan and ting at Asia Cafe. I know it sounds sarcastic to meet people at this 'particular' time..have to follow my dad bcoz he's having a golf game at 8..so gotta drop me there early..I dont have a car on that day anyway..somehow around 7+..he just told me that his game is starting at 10..damn..reached A.C at 9+..meet up with lan and ting in C.C..after that we went for breakfast..delicious nyonya mee goreng..slurpp..out of nowhere..damo appeared and sat with us(he and his college stories)..ian went for class after that..next was damo..after the delicious meal ting and I went up to 2nd floor to play foosball..the tables were terrible..no maintenance at all..after that we just sat and chill(were actually waiting for steph to maybe call us out for lunch)hehe..sat for almost half an hour and we were quite bored..so we started to play pool..around 12.30..met damo again..played with him..he's a pro..cant deny it..at 1..lan came..and later on his girlfriend..we went down to have lunch..damo kept on telling us the fried rice is fantastic..so we ordered..(ting was undecided whether to take the fried rice or nasi lemak,somehow damo just decided for him and ordered..it was so funny)haha..mine came 1st..and it was not good nor bad..theirs came later on,and they were like feeling disgusting seeing the rice..the chilli sauce around it(its not blood flow LAN)..and the taste was totally yucks(thats what they told me)ting said the belacan they gave smells like p****..haha.in the end..they didnt finish their meals..after lunch..damo left..back to inti to take his exams.At 2.30,lan and ting went to C.C..and as for me..I went to college to attend LAN lecturing class..waited there for almost half an hour..there were like only 5 of us..and later on,one of our friend told us class is postponed..i was like wth..no one informed us anything at all..damn damn damn..went back to A.C..with one of my friend,Lionel. He was hungry,so i just followed him to have his late lunch.Ting and lan later on came down to join us.. At 4.30..Joshua came to A.C with his nerd looks(hahaha).We went up again to play pool..We left at 5+ and reached my house at 6..ting,josh and I went to the 'ohm gala gala' place to play mini football..we were so good that everyone was looking at us(haha..its fake)At around 8+,we went to Baker Hills for dinner and after our meals,we went to Xion..Played dota twice(1st game gg..but the 2nd game was extremely fun)and we played CS too(i killed the most)hahaha..left at 12.30..we were kinda hungry..wanted to go to my place's mamak..unfortunately it was closed..had no choice..drove back to bukit tinggi again to have supper at sri melur(when we are hungry,anywhere is possible).let ting drove back to my house..and dats all for our night..
Oct 17, 2007
Raffles Day! & Industrial Training..
There's a fund raising Carnival in my School today & somehow the name came out to be "Raffles Day".Yes, I'm part of the organizing committee in Student Council.There are many frustrating times in student council but that's expected.
Anyway..Raffles Day was fun!
It all happened in our Campus' courtyard.We have Drinks & Food Sale, PS Game Competition(pic - that's Shawn Koh on your right.haha), Sale of Dream-catcher & Mystic Bottles, Slave Auction & Condoms.Yes, you heard me."Condoms".We sold condoms.hahaha.
There'll be more Slaves to be sold tomorrow.So..If you happen to see this(I know it's late) & if you happen to drop by, do call me!
Now.Industrial Training.Yup! The 3 months of training in hotel I got to go through.Which in this case is from January to 21st March 2008.I have to prepare my resume.I'm going to work! haha. I need to fill in a form too.Choose two states and 5 hotels.Then they'll get me into one of my choice.Currently I'm thinking of Langkawi & Penang.Hotels? Not sure.
You people have any suggestions? Why I should or should not go there? Any hints & tips if I'm staying there?
KinG to work with His people
There's a fund raising Carnival in my School today & somehow the name came out to be "Raffles Day".Yes, I'm part of the organizing committee in Student Council.There are many frustrating times in student council but that's expected.
Anyway..Raffles Day was fun!
It all happened in our Campus' courtyard.We have Drinks & Food Sale, PS Game Competition(pic - that's Shawn Koh on your right.haha), Sale of Dream-catcher & Mystic Bottles, Slave Auction & Condoms.Yes, you heard me."Condoms".We sold condoms.hahaha.
There'll be more Slaves to be sold tomorrow.So..If you happen to see this(I know it's late) & if you happen to drop by, do call me!
Now.Industrial Training.Yup! The 3 months of training in hotel I got to go through.Which in this case is from January to 21st March 2008.I have to prepare my resume.I'm going to work! haha. I need to fill in a form too.Choose two states and 5 hotels.Then they'll get me into one of my choice.Currently I'm thinking of Langkawi & Penang.Hotels? Not sure.
You people have any suggestions? Why I should or should not go there? Any hints & tips if I'm staying there?
KinG to work with His people
Oct 16, 2007
sweet 18..
thanks u guys!!! hehe.. for my bday.. i had fun that night. u guys were there with me when i turned 18. i'm so happy u all made it. for ur tai ka cheh's bday u all had to make sacrifices just to come. yeay!! tai ka cheh is very touched. haha.
to the jantans..
thanks for making that night happen. it was alot of fun turning 18 with all of u. and yes, ting, u were the first to wish me. haha. thanks for buying the cake. even though we were all too full and most of one side of the cream was gone. haha. aaron, ian and tinesh, thanks for the 2 pigs and dog. hehe. i especially liked the tissue box pig. haha. ting, thanks for the pig again. i'll wait for u to fill it up. and saara, thanks for the HSM2 books. hehe. i finished reading d.
to the betinas...
thanks for the bday wish. dun worry, i'm not angry. wished u all were there too. cant wait till u guys come back. we'll go pyramid together. haha. faster get ur bootys back k. i miss u guys so the very much. we all do.
to joshy baby...
hahaha. ur an ass!! but thanks for calling me to wish me. u were the first person to call on my bday. haha. u better not cancel our lunch date ah... and u owe me a pressie.. hehe.....
i had loads of fun that night. thanks to all of u for making it happen. cant wait till our next gathering.
p.s . i'll blog about that night when i upload the pics k. someone can blog first u know.... hehe..
- 18 years old steph -
to the jantans..
thanks for making that night happen. it was alot of fun turning 18 with all of u. and yes, ting, u were the first to wish me. haha. thanks for buying the cake. even though we were all too full and most of one side of the cream was gone. haha. aaron, ian and tinesh, thanks for the 2 pigs and dog. hehe. i especially liked the tissue box pig. haha. ting, thanks for the pig again. i'll wait for u to fill it up. and saara, thanks for the HSM2 books. hehe. i finished reading d.
to the betinas...
thanks for the bday wish. dun worry, i'm not angry. wished u all were there too. cant wait till u guys come back. we'll go pyramid together. haha. faster get ur bootys back k. i miss u guys so the very much. we all do.
to joshy baby...
hahaha. ur an ass!! but thanks for calling me to wish me. u were the first person to call on my bday. haha. u better not cancel our lunch date ah... and u owe me a pressie.. hehe.....
i had loads of fun that night. thanks to all of u for making it happen. cant wait till our next gathering.
p.s . i'll blog about that night when i upload the pics k. someone can blog first u know.... hehe..
- 18 years old steph -
Oct 15, 2007
Stars are getting Closer & the Sky is closing in..
"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder!"
"Thunder" - Boys like Girls
As we all know, It ain't easy for us to plan a gathering or maybe just meet up sometimes.That's why I'm always happy to see you people anywhere anyhow.By the way I was just back from Hartz, Summit about 2hours plus or so with Tinesh and Ron.Dinner and chatting was fun.Spending 2hours plus to decide where to eat ain't fun though.haha.
I enjoy chatting with them minus all the crap that comes out of anyone's mouth.haha.I might say "sad to say" seems to be an appropriate starting line for the following sentence but I'll say "I'm glad" - we're "future" people.We enjoy talking about our future because that's what we'll be facing.We'll talk about our dreams & business.Yes! Business I said.It's not a distant future, it's soon to be."Talk BIG" as people call it..but as far as I know.All of you has been with me as long as I remember and if there's anything I want is for all of you to be with me for times to come.
Like I said..If there's anything & you people are up to it.You're in!
I'll end with my title once again.."Stars are getting Closer & the Sky is closing in"
Yes I did got it from a song.I'll just put it this way..We're "Stars" in the Movie of our life, and the Future is closing in on us.I'm up to it! We're gonna stay with each other going through ups & downs of life!
Signing off with Blessings!
KinG ReaGan [I]
"Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder!"
"Thunder" - Boys like Girls
As we all know, It ain't easy for us to plan a gathering or maybe just meet up sometimes.That's why I'm always happy to see you people anywhere anyhow.By the way I was just back from Hartz, Summit about 2hours plus or so with Tinesh and Ron.Dinner and chatting was fun.Spending 2hours plus to decide where to eat ain't fun though.haha.
I enjoy chatting with them minus all the crap that comes out of anyone's mouth.haha.I might say "sad to say" seems to be an appropriate starting line for the following sentence but I'll say "I'm glad" - we're "future" people.We enjoy talking about our future because that's what we'll be facing.We'll talk about our dreams & business.Yes! Business I said.It's not a distant future, it's soon to be."Talk BIG" as people call it..but as far as I know.All of you has been with me as long as I remember and if there's anything I want is for all of you to be with me for times to come.
Like I said..If there's anything & you people are up to it.You're in!
I'll end with my title once again.."Stars are getting Closer & the Sky is closing in"
Yes I did got it from a song.I'll just put it this way..We're "Stars" in the Movie of our life, and the Future is closing in on us.I'm up to it! We're gonna stay with each other going through ups & downs of life!
Signing off with Blessings!
KinG ReaGan [I]
miss u guys
first of all let me wish steph a happy belated 18th birthday..tried to call u but u nt answering..dunno whether u ngry o wt..neways hope u had a great time..how is it like being 18 n all..hehe..by the way wat did u guys do..i spent my hols with my fly..thy came n picked me up frm ere..jojo was all alone in s.p...haiz..soooo boring la life ere in kedah..wats new in kl ..heard sunway pyramid 2 just open..got jusco aso ar...so have u all visited pyramid yet??
as time passes i now realised that there are many of them who call themselves ur frens..but at the end of the day they are the ones who actually hurt u the most..well, i thank god that none of u all are like them..u guys are reli true frens...hope that it will remain as it is..u have no idea how it feels like to be alone and there's no one who u can trust...kk beta not get too emo n all..hehe..miss u guys..t.c
-lil man-
as time passes i now realised that there are many of them who call themselves ur frens..but at the end of the day they are the ones who actually hurt u the most..well, i thank god that none of u all are like them..u guys are reli true frens...hope that it will remain as it is..u have no idea how it feels like to be alone and there's no one who u can trust...kk beta not get too emo n all..hehe..miss u guys..t.c
-lil man-
Oct 10, 2007
A Step closer..
I'm proud to announce that I, KinG ReaGan [I] has officially survived and passed my exam for Term 2 in Taylor's School of Hospitality & Tourism!
Will be sitting for Year One Final Exam in 8 weeks time! I need all the Advice/Help/Luck I can get.haha.
A step closer to my Dream that is..
KinG with a Dream!
Friends Forever.....
' Remember when we used to talk all night, we didn't get much sleep. Talking 'bout planning out our lives, and who we are going to be. Things were so much different then. Life has changed so much my friends, but all of you and I will always believe. Cause we'll be, you'll see, we'll be, we'll be friends forever. We'll be, you'll see. We'll be like 'Friends'. We all need someone we can trust, a friend of our own. I swear your secrets' safe with me. Your not alone, together forever, you can depend, together we will fight till the end.Cause we'll be, you'll see, we'll be
We'll be friends forever...'
"Friends Forever" by Thunderbugs.
+emoRON+
We'll be friends forever...'
"Friends Forever" by Thunderbugs.
+emoRON+
Oct 9, 2007
Lan's BDaY! [Chapter Two] - Behind the Scenes
As quoted "the initial plan was to surprise him but that didnt go as planned".I still think we did.Owh Sorry again Stephy as to not informed you on time about changing of the "Initial Plan".So Ian, here goes on what happened behind the scene.
We chose a date that is convenient for everyone of us and a day that we didn't think you'll ever suspect.Which somehow we felt was Friday.The day before your actual birthday.As usual someone need to inform your mummy beforehand.Aaron was the chosen one[between Ron & myself only.haha].
The Actual Conversation - Ron: Hello Auntie are you Auntie?(which then became a joke to us)
Ian's Mummy: Erm...Yes?
Ron: I'm Ian's friend(*pause)..Aaron.
And so on...
The plan was actually to suprise you in your room.
So your mummy agreed.So we called all 6 of us(excluding JoJo and Sarah - in Kedah) and 5 of us turned up.
When Saara,Josh,Ron and I were having lunch in Piramid.We had a sudden change of mind.We decided to cut the cake somewhere else.So, we wanted to call you out for a normal outing.Then we met you at Studio R.haha.As you can see..Josh and Ron ain't such a good actor.Josh couldn't answer a simple question like "why you brought your boots?" and Ron keep changing the topic every time we talked about your birthday by asking "which ball nicer ah?" and keep changing the focus to your girlfriend.I bet he's interested (Sorry! Wai Yen if you're reading this.haha).Saara was acting cool by just being a stone there.haha.Great stone acting indeed.I had to answer for Josh as to why he brought his "boots".
Like I said, we wanted to call you out just for a normal outing.Since I saw you there I asked la.
So, there you go.Everything you want and need to know.
There are other things though..ALL 4 of us did brought our boots and bought a ball to play at Ron's area in the evening and I still can Bend it Like Reagan *cheh* haha.Then we went on to buy the cake in Bukit Tinggi before heading out to your place.That's why we were late.
As quoted "the initial plan was to surprise him but that didnt go as planned".I still think we did.Owh Sorry again Stephy as to not informed you on time about changing of the "Initial Plan".So Ian, here goes on what happened behind the scene.
We chose a date that is convenient for everyone of us and a day that we didn't think you'll ever suspect.Which somehow we felt was Friday.The day before your actual birthday.As usual someone need to inform your mummy beforehand.Aaron was the chosen one[between Ron & myself only.haha].
The Actual Conversation - Ron: Hello Auntie are you Auntie?(which then became a joke to us)
Ian's Mummy: Erm...Yes?
Ron: I'm Ian's friend(*pause)..Aaron.
And so on...
The plan was actually to suprise you in your room.
So your mummy agreed.So we called all 6 of us(excluding JoJo and Sarah - in Kedah) and 5 of us turned up.
When Saara,Josh,Ron and I were having lunch in Piramid.We had a sudden change of mind.We decided to cut the cake somewhere else.So, we wanted to call you out for a normal outing.Then we met you at Studio R.haha.As you can see..Josh and Ron ain't such a good actor.Josh couldn't answer a simple question like "why you brought your boots?" and Ron keep changing the topic every time we talked about your birthday by asking "which ball nicer ah?" and keep changing the focus to your girlfriend.I bet he's interested (Sorry! Wai Yen if you're reading this.haha).Saara was acting cool by just being a stone there.haha.Great stone acting indeed.I had to answer for Josh as to why he brought his "boots".
Like I said, we wanted to call you out just for a normal outing.Since I saw you there I asked la.
So, there you go.Everything you want and need to know.
There are other things though..ALL 4 of us did brought our boots and bought a ball to play at Ron's area in the evening and I still can Bend it Like Reagan *cheh* haha.Then we went on to buy the cake in Bukit Tinggi before heading out to your place.That's why we were late.
ian's bday...
ok.. so we celebrated ian's bday last friday. the initial plan was to surprise him but that didnt go as planned. haha. not gonna say anything until i get permission to actually talk bout that. anyhow, the dinner still went as planned. the guys (saara, aaron, ting, josh) picked me up first. oh yea.. u know how sweet they were??? they let me sit in front!! they were all squashed at the back but since i was the only betina i got the front seat.. awwww... arent my jantans sweet.. haha.. then we headed to ian's house and picked him up. according to aaron or ting, he's been waiting since 7. and the time then was 8 30-ish. but he wasnt pissed. dont worry. LAN wong doesnt know how to get pissed.. uuusssaaa... haha. so we went to treats, this cafe/restaurant nearby and had dinner. waited quite some time. and all the time worrying bout the cake melting in the car!! so yadda yadda yadda.. left around 10-ish and went to ian's house. sang him the song, he cut the cake, we ate the cake. OH YEA!! i played with the toothpick thingy!! hahaha.. so cool.. anyway, after eating and abit of cleaning up we went to ian's room and played black jack. the boys took turns playing with the comp. and that was it. they sent me back around 12 30 and they lepaked at mcd.
we had fun that night. couldnt stop laughing. especially while eating the cake. we should have more gatherings!! even though some of us.. ok all of us has changed in some way or another we're still the same people that were friends 5 years ago. and we'll still be the same people who are friends 5 years from now... (and more than that la.. but it sounds nice mah)...
we had fun that night. couldnt stop laughing. especially while eating the cake. we should have more gatherings!! even though some of us.. ok all of us has changed in some way or another we're still the same people that were friends 5 years ago. and we'll still be the same people who are friends 5 years from now... (and more than that la.. but it sounds nice mah)...
Oct 8, 2007
Thanks!!!
Damn... i feel so old... look on the bright side... im legal... haha...which brings me to this.. i would like to thank everyone who spent my birhtday &celebrated with me( disregarding belated or watever)... im really touched... especially to a very special someone...
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I'm content with Losing..
I somehow just got a feeling of sudden emo-ness.I guess now I know what struck Ian in the first place.
I'm just having a thought of my abilities and talents.Sometimes I feel I have so much to offer to this world but I'm always a "back-up" player.A substitute.Sometimes I get sick of it but I have no one to blame.
Another thing I'm thinking about right now is sacrifice."Sacrifices" if you may call it.Sacrifices I made for the sake of others.For their happiness.In times they need most.Okay..I know this is sounding very very wrong indeed.Sounds as if I'm not happy doing it.Personally I am.Since I'm doing it out of my own will.It's just that some of the sacrifices I made only make me a fool.I'm happy making others happy but there's an after effect that shows that I sacrifice for the wrong purpose.~ Let's just leave this part till here.[*Owh yea.Basically I write things all over.So you got to put the pieces together to understand it.Sometimes I can't express my feelings in the right way]
I always like to be the First 11 and not substitute.I want the things that I do to be worth it.
This just came from a sudden rush of emotion.If you are wondering why the title is "I'm content with Losing.." - it's just a title of a song.My inspiration once again.
the Throne can be sacrificed
KinG is just a title
I somehow just got a feeling of sudden emo-ness.I guess now I know what struck Ian in the first place.
I'm just having a thought of my abilities and talents.Sometimes I feel I have so much to offer to this world but I'm always a "back-up" player.A substitute.Sometimes I get sick of it but I have no one to blame.
Another thing I'm thinking about right now is sacrifice."Sacrifices" if you may call it.Sacrifices I made for the sake of others.For their happiness.In times they need most.Okay..I know this is sounding very very wrong indeed.Sounds as if I'm not happy doing it.Personally I am.Since I'm doing it out of my own will.It's just that some of the sacrifices I made only make me a fool.I'm happy making others happy but there's an after effect that shows that I sacrifice for the wrong purpose.~ Let's just leave this part till here.[*Owh yea.Basically I write things all over.So you got to put the pieces together to understand it.Sometimes I can't express my feelings in the right way]
I always like to be the First 11 and not substitute.I want the things that I do to be worth it.
This just came from a sudden rush of emotion.If you are wondering why the title is "I'm content with Losing.." - it's just a title of a song.My inspiration once again.
the Throne can be sacrificed
KinG is just a title
Oct 7, 2007
Gathering Proposal!
The KinG! hereby proposes for at least ONE gathering to be held every week or every other week.Okay-lah.Seriously it has always been damn fun right when we get together?! (correct me if I'm wrong).See how much fun we had this past Friday just being around each other and laugh our ass off.[being called "pervert" or "backside" ain't that fun though if you're not Josh or Saara.haha]I always look forward for every of our gathering(whether I can or cannot come).Though sometimes it seems like a big pressure just to plan a gathering, it's always worth it.Everything else doesn't matter anymore - College, Work, etc.My focus is on the next gathering.For some of us , there have to be sacrifices made to attend a gathering or something.Tell me it ain't worth it? Thanks for those who did sacrifice( as in got screwed by your parents or travel far or whatever).Personally I appreciate it!
So.Those who agree to my proposal say "Aye"! [By the way.Talk to your parents about how much all this mean to us.Do not just dismissed the possibility of coming out just because you think you'll get rejected! I mean it! - You'll get screwed by me then!]
From the Second Highest Throne~
KinG ReaGan
The KinG! hereby proposes for at least ONE gathering to be held every week or every other week.Okay-lah.Seriously it has always been damn fun right when we get together?! (correct me if I'm wrong).See how much fun we had this past Friday just being around each other and laugh our ass off.[being called "pervert" or "backside" ain't that fun though if you're not Josh or Saara.haha]I always look forward for every of our gathering(whether I can or cannot come).Though sometimes it seems like a big pressure just to plan a gathering, it's always worth it.Everything else doesn't matter anymore - College, Work, etc.My focus is on the next gathering.For some of us , there have to be sacrifices made to attend a gathering or something.Tell me it ain't worth it? Thanks for those who did sacrifice( as in got screwed by your parents or travel far or whatever).Personally I appreciate it!
So.Those who agree to my proposal say "Aye"! [By the way.Talk to your parents about how much all this mean to us.Do not just dismissed the possibility of coming out just because you think you'll get rejected! I mean it! - You'll get screwed by me then!]
From the Second Highest Throne~
KinG ReaGan
sincerely from our hearts.......
thanks steph!!!!!!... for tat very sentimental blog..it must have taken alot of ur time n effort to make tis blog just to keep the 9 of us alive tho v r not physically together..as they say absence make the heart grow fonder..and tis is specially for u steph..WE ARE TRULY SORRY 4 not being able to be wit u on ur b'day..SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......as much as v wud wan to cum but we are left without a choice..it breaks our heart too bcz v cant be wit our fren, tat has alwis been there 4 all of us, on her special day..the day she finally turns 18!!! SORRY GURLL!! no excuse cud make it up to u gal..we love you sis..peace..
for u jantans..we do miss u all too..u guys are the best..alwis there to protect us gurls..we know tat u guys will make steph hepi on her b'day..but if u guys need nethin pls dun forget to ask us..v will do the best v can for tat gurl..hehe..till v meet..take care..treat ur girlfriends well..hehe.. -jojo n sarah-
for u jantans..we do miss u all too..u guys are the best..alwis there to protect us gurls..we know tat u guys will make steph hepi on her b'day..but if u guys need nethin pls dun forget to ask us..v will do the best v can for tat gurl..hehe..till v meet..take care..treat ur girlfriends
football session!!
Saturday, 6 Oct 07
Defending Champions Manchester United went top of the table of EPL for the 1st time this season after they whipped hapless Wigan 4-0 at Old Trafford. It was their biggest wins this season following their mostly games of 1-0 wins. They were totally a different side of team compared to last week sloppy lucky 1-0 win over Birmingham last weekend. They dominated against Wigan but only managed to breakthrough in the 54th minute when Tevez scored with a superbly taken effort. He held off a strong challenge from the 2 defenders after a great through-ball by Rooney before creating space for himself to fire low past Kirkland. Five minutes later an easy header by Ronaldo make it 2-0. He made it 3-0 after 76 minutes when Pique made a splendid through-ball to Rooney and he perfectly placed a low cross for Ronaldo to score from the simplest of chances. 8 minutes from time, Rooney completed the rout with a header to mark his 1st ever league goal of the season after an excellent cross by Danny Simpson who made his 2nd appearance for his club. Nevertheless tribute to the Devils backlines who notched a sixth-successive league time sheet. Although Vidic and O'shea were substituted cause by injuries within the first half hour, Pique and Simpson made a splendid partnership with Ferdinand and Evra to deny Wigan to create any chances. Wigan had only one great chance but Kuszczak made a great save to keep the cleansheet. At Villa park, Aston Villa beat West Ham 1-0 with a deflected goal from Gardner.
Defending Champions Manchester United went top of the table of EPL for the 1st time this season after they whipped hapless Wigan 4-0 at Old Trafford. It was their biggest wins this season following their mostly games of 1-0 wins. They were totally a different side of team compared to last week sloppy lucky 1-0 win over Birmingham last weekend. They dominated against Wigan but only managed to breakthrough in the 54th minute when Tevez scored with a superbly taken effort. He held off a strong challenge from the 2 defenders after a great through-ball by Rooney before creating space for himself to fire low past Kirkland. Five minutes later an easy header by Ronaldo make it 2-0. He made it 3-0 after 76 minutes when Pique made a splendid through-ball to Rooney and he perfectly placed a low cross for Ronaldo to score from the simplest of chances. 8 minutes from time, Rooney completed the rout with a header to mark his 1st ever league goal of the season after an excellent cross by Danny Simpson who made his 2nd appearance for his club. Nevertheless tribute to the Devils backlines who notched a sixth-successive league time sheet. Although Vidic and O'shea were substituted cause by injuries within the first half hour, Pique and Simpson made a splendid partnership with Ferdinand and Evra to deny Wigan to create any chances. Wigan had only one great chance but Kuszczak made a great save to keep the cleansheet. At Villa park, Aston Villa beat West Ham 1-0 with a deflected goal from Gardner.
Oct 6, 2007
Oct 3, 2007
Empty-ness
Bet u've heard to mp3 players before... filled with multiple gigabytes of ur favourite tunes... but... wat happens when a song ends? it just moves on to the next... right? wat u hear now... is silence... it happened to me a couple of days back... listening to paul potts(yes la... i know its boring), when the song finished n transited to the next song... before that, i heard it... silence... i feel sad... caged...hopeless... ever felt this way?
+bingbangboom+
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i passed my driving test!!! hahaha.. i dun think anyone cares that much.. it was really scary ok.. my hands were practically shivering. and my examiner kept saying ' laju sikit laju sikit '. i cant laju sikit la. i was only taught to go till 40!! yea yea.. i know its slow. its fast enough for me. and the examiner made me go till 60!!! so scary... haha.. i passed though. so now i can officially drive.. finally!!
p.s. no one's been updating.........
p.s. no one's been updating.........
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