The last..

hooray!!!!a few more hours to countdown!!! I am free!!!

Done with my English and Accounting papers today..OMG..English was like unexpectedly tough..and Accounting..shit..i used the wrong format for the cash flow..how could I forget??..*sigh*

Anyway..im really feeling relieved and relaxed now..gonna have my last paper tomorrow which is L.A.N..aiming for distinction..muahahaha..

=studying Malaysian Studies now=im gonna fall asleep..Zzzzzzzzzzz


=ZzzzzzzzzRon=

sigh..

And I swear
If you come back in my life
I ll be there till the end of time
Come back to me
Come back to me
Back into my life
And I swear
I ll keep you right by my side
Coz baby you are the one I want
I watched you go
You've taken my heart with you
Oh yes you did
Everytime I tried to reach you on the phone
Baby you are never home
Girl you're never home
Maybe I didn't know how to show it
And maybe I didn't know what to say
This time I won't disguise
Then we can build our lives
Then we can be as one

...Ron...

3 more!!!

*phew* at last..economics paper is over..kinda relieved..

Well..it was quite tough actually..was really stress during the exams..=( S0 just hope that I can just pass..and hehe..me and marcus exchanged answers and we misunderstood what we asked..damn..

Some of them left earlier..wow..the paper must be really easy for them..after the exam..me,Marcus,Kelvin,Raj,Sam,Andreanne,Julia and Liang Wen went to Mcd for lunch..slurpp..prosperity burger..

haizz..having english and accounting papers tomorrow..doing accounting questions now..all the way Ron!!!

*why am I feeling emo now?*..sigh..

+emo R O N+

One has gone.four to go!!

Sat for my 1st paper today which was Human Communication which i stated yesterday..(stress)..

Well..didn't expect the paper was kinda easy..except the last part of the essay which I screwed it..

Ermmm..I guess I can pass this subject..but I m targeting a 'D'..distinction!..hehehe..

*sigh* 4 more papers to go anyway..gambateh!!!Bless me and wish me luck..=)bless dreamy also..and wish her all the best..don't retake again arr..you can do it!!!

-R O N-

S.T.R.E.S.S aka T.E.N.S.I.O.N.S

Damn it..Finals of 1st semester are starting tomorrow..Why time passed so rapidly??

First paper beginning tomorrow..and its Human Communication..!!

Feeling regret of not revising earlier and damn stress now as there are so so much to read!!!!..mr last minute..=(

Sigh..Well I'm gonna suffer for this entire week facing my finals..but can't wait to finish off my 1st semester..hehe..we will be enjoying after this..!!!

Wish me luck..=)

arghhh..im still reading the freaking full of shat text book..

=R.O.N=

update...

hey guys..
nth much to update actually.. chinese new year around the corner.. u know wat that means?? ( not ang pow, ok ) GATHERING!! must must have!! tingy coming back.. so we're gonna find a way to meet up.. its been so long since i saw everyone together.. i saw aaron that day.. and saara a different day.. can say we did alot of catching up la.. it was nice to talk after so long!!! i havent seen joshy baby in a while.. and the girls.. and lan wong.. but thats gonna change soon... RIGHT??? haha..

i read andrew's comment on the chat box.. he's right u know.. its a really really good thing that we're all still good friends after so long.. we better make it last a long long long time! some of us are turning 19 soon!! yeay!! 19!! seems so old.. haha.. anyway, i dunno wat to write anymore.. hehe.. i love u guys!! take care k!! see all of u soon!!

gong xi fa chai!!
happy valentine's!!

- steph -

Its a Tuesday..

yesterday in the morning..went to college at 10 and met julia..we walked over to mcd to meet robin for breakfast..wen,dreamy and annie came to join us later...After that, we went back to college for classes..sad to know that Human Communication class yesterday would be the last class..haizz..i m gonna miss Malini and the moments we had during our tutorials..i have been always wild and crazy in class..ands Malini has been always cool with it..haizz..

We as in Lionel,Marcus,Sie yew,Dreamy,Wen, Julia and I went to pyramid for lunch and movie after our class..we bought the tickets first and thought of going for lunch but as I looked at my watch..it was already 1.30!!!and the movie is gonna start in like 15 minutes..well..we went to buy popcorns and chips and etc..as our sort of lunch..and the movie was Gabriel..its not as what I've expected but i will say okielar..average..not as awesome and great as I expected..hehe..and I still dont understand the last part..and the funny thing I wanna know..Angels are allowed to have sex?horny angels..
the so called angels..
After movie..we went for our proper lunch at 3jc.. which we did not really enjoyed..my mind was actuallly somewhere else,so I didnt really care so much bout the food..after lunch..we wanted to bowl but those bloody so called 'pros' conquered the alley..haizz..we went shopping instead and looked around to help Lionel to buy prezzie for his gal..and it was time for us to leave pyramid..tata..followed julia back to KK and we had a so called fun 'past experiences' conversation in the car..sshhh..keep it ourselves julia..


=R O N+devil=

There's Nothing So Bad

There's nothing so bad
that it could not be worse;
There's little that time
may not mend,
And troubles, no matter
how thickly they come,
Most surely will
come to an end.

You,ve stumbled-well,
so have we all in our time.
Don't dwell overmuch
on regret,
For you're sorry,God knows
well,leave it all at that
Let the past be past,
and forget.

Don't despond, don't give up,
but be yourself
The self that is highest
and the best.
Just live every day in a
sensible way.
And leave to God all
the rest.

18th Dec 07..flashback

well, to be honest..was kinda lazy to post this..but the determination appeared suddenly this week..and here i go..this was like a month back..if I'm not mistaken..it was on the 18 dec 07..it was on tuesday..3 of us as in Josh, Ting and I went to curve for dinner. Left from my house around 8+ after sending my grandma. Went to pick up Josh and off we went. We were planning to watch movie actually..but change of mind..we wanna go red-box..then my cousin asked not to go that night as red-box was fully occupied. *potong stim*..haizz..we went around looking for food. Everywhere was packed..Yeeshh..end up..we went to Italiannies and that time we were like so hungry and we just ordered anything with big portions. We were so hungry that we took around 5 mins to finish the hard-yet-yummy bread. I ordered a pizza for myself and the size was the size of roughly a large pizza in Pizza Hut with a mocktail called *cant recall*. Fooshh..I can't believe that I actually ate the whole pizza..Josh and Ting were asking why I don't feel sick eating the same pizza..I told them..Hungry mah..


Walked around curve and cineleisure after Italiannies..not many pictures were taken as the camera's battery went off..damn..back to my homesweethome at 2..

=R O N=

The Past Not Forgotten...

hey guys..

I am really missing u guys...i know that this would be my first blog ever written..i feel extremely guilty though...i hope u guys will not get me wrong...life lately has been really tough 4 me...well...who ever said that life would be a breeze right?...Its really sad when u try ur best to get something that u would even go to the limit of death for but end up having something totally unexpected..i bet u guys know how that feels like right?..at some point in life's hustle something sort of will happen and u will find urself stopping to think if maybe god has a greater plan for u..if only i could understand..but i know that life has to go on..its either that..or my life will have to come to an end..right?..but that would be a foolish consideration..so..i choose life..

My passion is to save lives...i am not just saying that..i am clear of the risks and sacrifice i have to take to be in the field of medicine...but WHY?..but WHY?..does it seem almost impossible to get there..maybe i shouldnt be there?..at this point of life i honestly dont know where i stand..i keep making sacrifices..but its doesnt seem to be paying off..I DESERVE A CHANCE!!..

That was my feeling a week ago..now i am a totally different person...i am in a quest of searching answers as to why i survive that biggest wave that hit me..at least so far..its basically about my personal relationship with god..i have come to learn that the god doesnt usually give us what we what..but something that we actually need..i am a new person today because of the trials and obstalcles that come across my way...so guys ..just a humble advice..live life to the fullest and learn from every mistakes that u make and know that things happen for a reason that we cannot understand..so..stop for a while.. think of why these things are happening..maybe its for a brighter future?..maybe its time u learnt something?..maybe its time u get back on track?..when u feel like ur losing the race of life..stop..get ur head straight and think of ways to fight the race in an improved way..and then...get back on the track..

Even trough all of this difficult times..Thoughts of us kept flooding my memories..i kept remembering how life was so much easier when we back in school...haizz..wish we could go back..thank god for thoose memories..and thank god for this blog..i needed to let this out...

I just wanted to let u guys know that i havent forgotten da our past together..love u guys from the bottom of my heart..and i am extremely SORRY if ever i have been a lousy friend..i would like to improve myself on that too..


with lots of love,hugs,and kisses,
-JO-

love u all

hey u guys....k i know i haven't posted any blogs lately but there's alot tat has been going on in my life..today the love of my life is leaving for australia for a year..soo tats a big deal for me..dunno how im gonna survive with him being thousand kilometres away..anyhow it was actually me who asked him to go n now im regreting it..dumb of me rite..well life has to go on rite n luckily we have this blog so i can tell u guys things..( thanks steph)

u know i actually learnt alot frm being away frm home n my dear frens..i learnt that ppl r not wat they appear to be..esp ppl ere..one minute thy r the nicest person to u thn the next minute they are the ones tat makes ur life lyk hell..feels lyk crap rite..i need to gather all the patiet i can find in myself before i wake up in the morning..because as soon as the day begins all sorts of challenges will be waiting for me..when i look back n think of my school days with u guys, i feel so grateful n happy that i have frens that reli can be called as FRENS.. u know wat i mean..so thank u all for being who u r..

sarah

goodbye 2007

2007 has been... erm, i dunno wat's the word to describe this year.. eventful?? interesting?? well, whatever the word is, this year had been full of experiences. unforgettable memories. good and bad.

for starters, 2007 was the first year we were no longer students of SMK USJ 8. after 5 years there ( 4 for lan wong ), we finally ' graduated '. we were no longer anak-anak kak ruby. we were no longer school kids. and we were no longer seeing each other everyday. no more sitting in front of the prefects room, gossiping. no more yelling at each other over small teeny stuff. no more waiting outside classes for recess. no more waiting after school for my tranport to come ( hehe.. thanks jantans for waiting with me ). OH YEA!! no more yap chai guan!! haha. havent thought of him in a long time.

2007 was also the year we got our spm results. wasnt good wasnt bad. took me a while to feel satisfied bout it. but its all good. i remember i couldnt sleep the night before. pure torture. haha. thats all over.

i also went for ns all the way in miri, sarawak. i cried my eyes out the day i found out i was chosen. i cried even more when i found out i was going to sarawak! i remember it was the 2nd day of chinese new year. haha. no amount of ang pows made me feel any better. i cried the whole day on the day i left. the stupid flight was delayed till around 5 i think. reached miri around 8. haha. at the end of the 3 months, i didnt want to come back. haha. i enjoyed every minute of it. except the first week la. haha. alot alot of experiences there. first time i showered with 20 other girls. haha. i did things there i never thought i'd ever do. i'm really glad i went. memories i will never forget.

i became a college kid too this year. started a-levels at taylors. finished my first term end of 2007. everyone always thought college would be so much cooler than school. hmm.. not in my case. haha. a-levels is similar to school. just learning way more things in a shorter period of time. but i'm still having fun. not a nerd yet.

got my driving license this year! cant drive yet though! haha. my mother as usual. i have driven a few times without her knowledge, so shhhh... haha. i'm not good at driving though. haha. not good at all. no accidents yet! thank god.

i think thats all the highlights of year 2007. oh wait.. i lost my grandpa a week ago. on boxing day ( 26.12.2007 ). he went peacefully while sleeping. he was my last grandparent. it just feel different not being able to call mama, yeh yeh, qung qung, popo anymore. i do miss them. a whole bunch. but people have to go someday. i'm grateful they all went peacefully.

because of this, i didnt get to spend much time with my friends this holiday. my bestest best friends. and tingy left for penang for 3 months 2 days ago and i didnt get to see him off. sorry tingy. sorry all u guys. i'll make it up to u all k. i really miss us hanging out. take care k tingy if u do read this. haha. dunno if u have internet there anot. faster come back!

2007 has come and gone. lived it. loved it. hated it. remembered it.

hello 2008...

- stephy -