i'm sorry.
i have not found new friends as replacements. i dont think there's anyone who can ever replace how i feel when i'm around u all. so here's my version of ting's post.
aaron - i still think of u whenever i see mamipoko (if thats how u spell it). you'll always be my taxi driver.
josh - i can still remember your old hp number back when we were 'a couple'. 016-3026670! i miss shopping and lunching with u and i miss the feeling when i hug u and you're the only person tall enough that i have to tiptoe. i see the hush puppie dog every night on my shelf and i think of bobbette.
ian - whenever i see any IT crap i still think of u. now that i'm doing law i think of u even more. you're always the calm one, always trying to think reasonably. and the one who makes no sense to me half the time.
saara - the minute i hear 'dum be cha lei' i think of u. you were always the only one among them who dared to physically hurt me.
ken nie - you're new and i havent lepaked with u much but you're always gonne be claudine's first attempt at our gang.
tinesh - i'm not mad at u. i think deep down u were just an excuse for how i was feeling. i really dont blame u for anything and i'm sorry. i think of when i see anyone who has dimples. and when i think of bbqs.
tingy - i miss u. i think i made u go thru hell and back. i think of u every week while watching idol. i think of u when i feel like talking. i think of bluetooth. black dinosaur.
sarah - i miss talking to u. u were always the one who i could bitch to. bout anyone and anything. i need to gossip.
joe - i miss your blurness. i miss gossiping with u too but u were always the nice gossiper. never gossiped bout anyone. u just listened.
as much as i complained bout the jantans not treating me like a girl, i like it alot. i felt so comfortable around all of u. i could be myself since u all know me inside out. i could say what i wanted when i wanted.
i'm still the same steph u all know. i know i've been a real bitch but i swear it has nth to do with u guys. i know i've been treating u all like crap but maybe its cuz u guys are so close to me. u know how they say we always hurt the ones you love. i think its true now. i think i've just been taking advantage of the fact that i think you're all gonna still be here when i want u to be.
lunch saturday?
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