Jun 27, 2009

I wanted to write this after I've done my packing . but I will be doing overnight packing . so here goes -

Kuantan is actually near and 2 months is actually very fast . but the way Stephy put it . its the total opposite . well . I feel how she feels already . haha . 2 months is fast but it also means 2 months gone just like that . time is just passing so fast . we've got plans for future . but lets make it work!

I hope things still goes on like normal . not like what I've heard about when I left for Penang for 3 months . Tinesh wants to plan a trip to Kuantan! do help him out and do this together . if he keeps his promises . he wants me to check out sum place for him there . I'll try . you people try too! online . Im in Teluk Cempedak . worst . you guys stay at Hyatt Regency lor . haha

So Im back to packing . and I'll be leaving tomoro early morning

Don't feel sad or guilty if some of you didn't met up with me for a departure thingy . some wont I know . but all of you! Im keeping you people in my heart!

Lan . prepare for Man United's game! think of how to go alright? hahaha

just so you know . I hav a handphone . so you can call or sms me still . xD

XOXOLOLXOXO
tingy

Jun 24, 2009

u noe afta reading ting's blog i actually understands how he feels esp reading the same thing over n over again..as in thr no new post..hmmm
yes i miss all those emo post n post bout whr u guys ate n stuff like that..thr is nothing like that anymore..
i also realised that we have been drifting apart.. we had alot to do and talk bout alot of stuff..i mean alot of stuff.. now we have to practically crack our head to think wat to do..sad uh..
wats has change??

me heart u peeps!!!


lil man
It seems like I've retired from this blogging culture/tradition . I've planned to only blog again when Im in Kuantan . Just for the sake of keeping up with the world and updating.

Now this is exclusively for MinutesIntoYears only and I will try to get my blogging touch back with this post.

So for dunno how many times I read the whole blog from it's first post again . the difference though, I took longer this time around . partly due to the fact that there's alot more posts and I read some over & over and word by word

this post will be my TRUE feelings and a compilation of things said and done by us . Bestest 9 . My Extended Family .

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Im really gonna be honest at certain points . just so you [the readers and especially My other 8] . And for explanation sake . I think the moments when I was pissed and so called "changed" . I was really dealing with lots of life's pressure . and you people were my shelther . but I failed to get that . and the fact that I fell out away from God many times only meant I had no where to turn to . loner was what was presented . hence the weird pm in facebook and msn that only I could understand . here we go : [this is gonna be messy/ not in order as usual]

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Like I said . I read back those old posts -
I actually miss those random post where some mentioned bout their upcoming exam/places they went/food they ate/how to pick up girls/join venture in selling comdoms . haha . it really was annoying back then . now its just weird without updates . absence makes the heart grows fonder?

and Stephy said she's gonna make this as her personal blog! that was when she was at her peak of blogging . hahaha xD

and we used to talk about a certain thing that happened and try to imagine how it/we'll be like in 5 years . and that 5 years is actually soon . it'll come before you know it . we may not even gather by then . time is our enemy . I specifically mean OUR . haha

And and and if you think Im being really emo right now? read back again! there were lots of those emo posts . but looking back I still enjoy them . it shows that we still care . we still love . we still need . and we are being ourselves . Im just emo-blogging at a BIGGER scale now .

someone mentioned once that we grow apart when gathering ends . but I believe we are growing apart when we're together now as well . you can choose to deny . but I strongly believe . and its not because we sleep early during trips xD or whatever that follows .
its just . reality is sinking in somehow . and we need to resolves things before we become the real us again . even if we fake/act like school kids we used to be . it would probably be good too . haha

Im glad to read . when I was down back then . I had my back covered . that was a blessing

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this is where I would like to do the description that some[mainly stephy] did before . but this will be longer . and this will be from Tingy! ;] . Take it how you like it . all I can say

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Aaron - Everyone knows how it used to be . the fact that he's active and has the car back then makes him one of the main person in us . has too many soft spots though for certain things in life . thats what I would say brought the worst out of him . nevertheless a great friend . just fell into life's trap and barely could climb . he has been there for some important stages of my life and I appreaciate it . If I have to say something to him now - "I wasn't really into the money . you just disrespected me at the wrong time and I hate it . My every advice for you were genuine and hope you take it in"

Ian[Lan] - He's a practical righthand man of mine xD . I not only consult him but he does things for me . mainly in computers . I appreaciates his advice . most of it . not all but I still needs his advice . I like how he's much more open than how we found him . he still annoys the shit out of me with his excuses thats out of this earth . as in seriously . those philosophies too . xD
I'll say to Lan - "there's only one life . now . to be f**ked up by your parents . go all out man!"

Joelyn[JoJo] - the one I know least in the Family . either she's quiet or she thinks Im a freak . haha . but I like how sincere she is in being herself . she's just Joelyn . best in being Joelyn . Though I think she's the sneaky type . hahaha
I'll say to Jo - "Try Sarah's Appeton! xD"

Josh - Ass . Black Ass . Black Hairy Ass . I just realised it has been awhile that we called him pervert . not because he's not anymore . still is . with the other black one . well . he's cool , calling me up sometimes . He's the living example of my 'paku-pakis theory' . don't ask me . know him!
I'll say to Josh - "Ass!"

Saara - Ouch! Girls aside . the one man that can hurt my feelings so bad . this is him . I really meant HURT . the pierce thru the heart kind . yeah . without him in my life . it'll be boring . but some things he said . really killed me . worst is , he took it as a joke whenever I get angry . probably the one who took me for granted most . appreaciates what he's done/can do most of the time though.
I'll say to Saara - "take me seriously bro . not sometimes . most of the time . take my word as it is . I wish you appreaciate me like I do . blackie!"

Sarah - the one who catches me ALL the time . when Im being obscene/farney/sarcastic or ANYTHING at all! hahaha . sarah's great at being sarah too . thats until she took Appeton recently . but I prefer the more hyperactive Sarah now . The eldest and smallest at the same time . our little sarah . haha
I'll say to Sarah - "Stay the way you are! you are Sarah! I like :]"

Stephy - complicated to start . complicated to end . we had a bittersweet relationship . I just dont even know how to explain . but I know . I couldn't be who I am without her . life would be so much different without knowing her or just talking to her . She know I know lar . haha
I'll say to Stephy - "I dont think I've change , the situation has . you know Im not ready to :]"

Tinesh - The man with changes physically to attitude . major changes . from normal to bad to great . it was genuine transformation generated from sacrifice . as I can see . not supercalifragiliticexpieledocious change . but effort was all it takes . and I saw and appreciate that
I'll say to Tinesh - "You're allowing this friendship to guide you . thats great . keep it up!"

Tingy - Tingy

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If we meet up on Friday people . Dont look at me like Im a freak and ask me what happened . you know me

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Im leaving for Kuantan on Sunday morning . not Saturday anymore .

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Just so you know . I dont care if random public is reading this . I cried reading back old posts :]

now i wrote so long . I dun even know where to continue . and it's late . so .. nights!

-tingy-

Jun 19, 2009

Are You Excited? (dang flab it, someone beaten me to it... argh)

Just before i tried to post this, right around the time when i click "sign in" i saw another post which says "Are You Excited?" Dang man, i thought i would have been the first. But gosh was I wrong. Anyways its ok wit me cause someone has said it for me (eventhough this is not my phrase, mind u its probably one of Ting's favourite phrases) SO... Im very exicted now even though we're not going to Genting but HEY! All 9 NUMBSKULLS together babe. Hahaha. This is going to be awesome. Holiday Villa it is then!!! ( I keep on thinking that we were going to Holiday Inn, I only realised it when i told Saara over the phone when Ting gave me the "are u out of ur mind" look) Ciao!

p.s reminder to Steph, u are picking me up at 11.30am - 19/6/2009. MAKE SURE U REMEMBER xD

+bingbangboom+

Jun 18, 2009

Are You Excited? xD