Minutes into Years

i dont have to be controlled anymore! i have done nth so extremely wrong for the past 20 years! why dont i have the freedom and the trust i deserve! u all treat me like i'm a prisoner! like i'm 10! but u all adore everyone else who i think deserve to go to hell! i see how everyone loves them but as hard as i try i'm still an outcast! i try to be like them but i get yelled at! i be myself i get ignored! i've been keeping it in for god knows how long! none of u see how it affects me! not even u guys and ur my fucking parents! instead u treat them just the same as everyone and treat me worse! i dont deserve to be yelled at for no fucking reason! i am not obliged to do all the work! open your fucking eyes! i am the only one doing all the fucking work! and no one sees it! i've had enough already! i've given up on trying! u guys can go rott in hell!