Its a Tuesday..

yesterday in the morning..went to college at 10 and met julia..we walked over to mcd to meet robin for breakfast..wen,dreamy and annie came to join us later...After that, we went back to college for classes..sad to know that Human Communication class yesterday would be the last class..haizz..i m gonna miss Malini and the moments we had during our tutorials..i have been always wild and crazy in class..ands Malini has been always cool with it..haizz..

We as in Lionel,Marcus,Sie yew,Dreamy,Wen, Julia and I went to pyramid for lunch and movie after our class..we bought the tickets first and thought of going for lunch but as I looked at my watch..it was already 1.30!!!and the movie is gonna start in like 15 minutes..well..we went to buy popcorns and chips and etc..as our sort of lunch..and the movie was Gabriel..its not as what I've expected but i will say okielar..average..not as awesome and great as I expected..hehe..and I still dont understand the last part..and the funny thing I wanna know..Angels are allowed to have sex?horny angels..
the so called angels..
After movie..we went for our proper lunch at 3jc.. which we did not really enjoyed..my mind was actuallly somewhere else,so I didnt really care so much bout the food..after lunch..we wanted to bowl but those bloody so called 'pros' conquered the alley..haizz..we went shopping instead and looked around to help Lionel to buy prezzie for his gal..and it was time for us to leave pyramid..tata..followed julia back to KK and we had a so called fun 'past experiences' conversation in the car..sshhh..keep it ourselves julia..


=R O N+devil=

There's Nothing So Bad

There's nothing so bad
that it could not be worse;
There's little that time
may not mend,
And troubles, no matter
how thickly they come,
Most surely will
come to an end.

You,ve stumbled-well,
so have we all in our time.
Don't dwell overmuch
on regret,
For you're sorry,God knows
well,leave it all at that
Let the past be past,
and forget.

Don't despond, don't give up,
but be yourself
The self that is highest
and the best.
Just live every day in a
sensible way.
And leave to God all
the rest.

18th Dec 07..flashback

well, to be honest..was kinda lazy to post this..but the determination appeared suddenly this week..and here i go..this was like a month back..if I'm not mistaken..it was on the 18 dec 07..it was on tuesday..3 of us as in Josh, Ting and I went to curve for dinner. Left from my house around 8+ after sending my grandma. Went to pick up Josh and off we went. We were planning to watch movie actually..but change of mind..we wanna go red-box..then my cousin asked not to go that night as red-box was fully occupied. *potong stim*..haizz..we went around looking for food. Everywhere was packed..Yeeshh..end up..we went to Italiannies and that time we were like so hungry and we just ordered anything with big portions. We were so hungry that we took around 5 mins to finish the hard-yet-yummy bread. I ordered a pizza for myself and the size was the size of roughly a large pizza in Pizza Hut with a mocktail called *cant recall*. Fooshh..I can't believe that I actually ate the whole pizza..Josh and Ting were asking why I don't feel sick eating the same pizza..I told them..Hungry mah..


Walked around curve and cineleisure after Italiannies..not many pictures were taken as the camera's battery went off..damn..back to my homesweethome at 2..

=R O N=

The Past Not Forgotten...

hey guys..

I am really missing u guys...i know that this would be my first blog ever written..i feel extremely guilty though...i hope u guys will not get me wrong...life lately has been really tough 4 me...well...who ever said that life would be a breeze right?...Its really sad when u try ur best to get something that u would even go to the limit of death for but end up having something totally unexpected..i bet u guys know how that feels like right?..at some point in life's hustle something sort of will happen and u will find urself stopping to think if maybe god has a greater plan for u..if only i could understand..but i know that life has to go on..its either that..or my life will have to come to an end..right?..but that would be a foolish consideration..so..i choose life..

My passion is to save lives...i am not just saying that..i am clear of the risks and sacrifice i have to take to be in the field of medicine...but WHY?..but WHY?..does it seem almost impossible to get there..maybe i shouldnt be there?..at this point of life i honestly dont know where i stand..i keep making sacrifices..but its doesnt seem to be paying off..I DESERVE A CHANCE!!..

That was my feeling a week ago..now i am a totally different person...i am in a quest of searching answers as to why i survive that biggest wave that hit me..at least so far..its basically about my personal relationship with god..i have come to learn that the god doesnt usually give us what we what..but something that we actually need..i am a new person today because of the trials and obstalcles that come across my way...so guys ..just a humble advice..live life to the fullest and learn from every mistakes that u make and know that things happen for a reason that we cannot understand..so..stop for a while.. think of why these things are happening..maybe its for a brighter future?..maybe its time u learnt something?..maybe its time u get back on track?..when u feel like ur losing the race of life..stop..get ur head straight and think of ways to fight the race in an improved way..and then...get back on the track..

Even trough all of this difficult times..Thoughts of us kept flooding my memories..i kept remembering how life was so much easier when we back in school...haizz..wish we could go back..thank god for thoose memories..and thank god for this blog..i needed to let this out...

I just wanted to let u guys know that i havent forgotten da our past together..love u guys from the bottom of my heart..and i am extremely SORRY if ever i have been a lousy friend..i would like to improve myself on that too..


with lots of love,hugs,and kisses,
-JO-

love u all

hey u guys....k i know i haven't posted any blogs lately but there's alot tat has been going on in my life..today the love of my life is leaving for australia for a year..soo tats a big deal for me..dunno how im gonna survive with him being thousand kilometres away..anyhow it was actually me who asked him to go n now im regreting it..dumb of me rite..well life has to go on rite n luckily we have this blog so i can tell u guys things..( thanks steph)

u know i actually learnt alot frm being away frm home n my dear frens..i learnt that ppl r not wat they appear to be..esp ppl ere..one minute thy r the nicest person to u thn the next minute they are the ones tat makes ur life lyk hell..feels lyk crap rite..i need to gather all the patiet i can find in myself before i wake up in the morning..because as soon as the day begins all sorts of challenges will be waiting for me..when i look back n think of my school days with u guys, i feel so grateful n happy that i have frens that reli can be called as FRENS.. u know wat i mean..so thank u all for being who u r..

sarah

goodbye 2007

2007 has been... erm, i dunno wat's the word to describe this year.. eventful?? interesting?? well, whatever the word is, this year had been full of experiences. unforgettable memories. good and bad.

for starters, 2007 was the first year we were no longer students of SMK USJ 8. after 5 years there ( 4 for lan wong ), we finally ' graduated '. we were no longer anak-anak kak ruby. we were no longer school kids. and we were no longer seeing each other everyday. no more sitting in front of the prefects room, gossiping. no more yelling at each other over small teeny stuff. no more waiting outside classes for recess. no more waiting after school for my tranport to come ( hehe.. thanks jantans for waiting with me ). OH YEA!! no more yap chai guan!! haha. havent thought of him in a long time.

2007 was also the year we got our spm results. wasnt good wasnt bad. took me a while to feel satisfied bout it. but its all good. i remember i couldnt sleep the night before. pure torture. haha. thats all over.

i also went for ns all the way in miri, sarawak. i cried my eyes out the day i found out i was chosen. i cried even more when i found out i was going to sarawak! i remember it was the 2nd day of chinese new year. haha. no amount of ang pows made me feel any better. i cried the whole day on the day i left. the stupid flight was delayed till around 5 i think. reached miri around 8. haha. at the end of the 3 months, i didnt want to come back. haha. i enjoyed every minute of it. except the first week la. haha. alot alot of experiences there. first time i showered with 20 other girls. haha. i did things there i never thought i'd ever do. i'm really glad i went. memories i will never forget.

i became a college kid too this year. started a-levels at taylors. finished my first term end of 2007. everyone always thought college would be so much cooler than school. hmm.. not in my case. haha. a-levels is similar to school. just learning way more things in a shorter period of time. but i'm still having fun. not a nerd yet.

got my driving license this year! cant drive yet though! haha. my mother as usual. i have driven a few times without her knowledge, so shhhh... haha. i'm not good at driving though. haha. not good at all. no accidents yet! thank god.

i think thats all the highlights of year 2007. oh wait.. i lost my grandpa a week ago. on boxing day ( 26.12.2007 ). he went peacefully while sleeping. he was my last grandparent. it just feel different not being able to call mama, yeh yeh, qung qung, popo anymore. i do miss them. a whole bunch. but people have to go someday. i'm grateful they all went peacefully.

because of this, i didnt get to spend much time with my friends this holiday. my bestest best friends. and tingy left for penang for 3 months 2 days ago and i didnt get to see him off. sorry tingy. sorry all u guys. i'll make it up to u all k. i really miss us hanging out. take care k tingy if u do read this. haha. dunno if u have internet there anot. faster come back!

2007 has come and gone. lived it. loved it. hated it. remembered it.

hello 2008...

- stephy -

Leaving on a Jet Plane

I'm leaving for Penang for 3 months on Sunday[30/12/07].Yes.I'll miss New Year countdown.I'll miss Chinese New Year.I'll miss Valentine's Day[though I'm practically single.haha.still.not like I don't want one - or maybe I'll get one there?haha].I'll miss Sarah,Ron & Saara's birthday but you guys coming Penang in March? hopefully yea?

3x my last Payap, Chiangmai trip as Yan Ming said - very fast only la.I wish man.I wish.Gonna be working my a** off which makes it feel so much longer.

Stephy..I'll probably miss you most.Haven't seen ya in a long time.For the guys - thanks for the past few days man, especially Lan.Fix my com.Install my wireless crap thingy.Lunch.Piramid.Genki Sushi.Arcade.Futsal.Buffet Steamboat yesterday was off the hook yo.Tham, Ron, Saara, Lan & I.We were laughing our a** off talking bout good old times.I had tears in my eyes from laughing.haha.
Man we're all moving forward so fast.

Conquer Mt.Kinabalu anyone? March 27-29 08'.Confirm within one week with IC no.Full name.Age.Email me.

Bye if I have no chance to say this before Sunday!


KinG leaving for North Malaysia.not for food.

sorry guys

hey jantans n betinas...
i'm really sorry i've been abit 'lost' lately. to quote ian..' my bad'. i think you all know d right? grandpa's admitted into hospital. so i've been working in the afternoons and at the hospital at night. really sorry guys. i miss u all. tingy's leaving soon. i'll try my very best to meet up k. i really want to. erm.. my grandpa's ok ok. doctor says that not long more. but we're all kinda expecting it anyway. so kuai chai, dun say i got no heart. haha. i'm ok. dun worry.

just between us, i really hope he goes soon. we're all expecting it. and i'd rather not see him suffer. i'll be spending christmas in the hospital this year. if can we meet up at night k. tingy.. when u leaving ah? sorry been ffk-ing u all. feel so guilty. hehe.

thats about it i think. i miss u guys!! take care k.. merry christmas!!

love love..
- stephy -

decanter

Before the night gathering at decanter, we went to FTZ to play CS after our class-we as in Ian,Samuel,Lionel,Sam,Wilson,Robin,David and I. Dreamy,Liang Wen and Jeff came later after their quiz.We had so much fun and laughter.haha..all I just wanna say,I enjoyed that moment.

Back to the main topic, before heading to decanter,went to pick up Ian, Marcus, Sam & Wilson from Ian's house Wilson,whylar you cut your hair??haha..Ian led me to decanter at hartamas..Parked right opposite devis corner.The rest of them were already there waiting for us at devis corner.Liang Wen,Carol,Shawn,Julia and her friends. We had our dinner at 9..was damn freaking hungry thanks to Wil & Sam. Raj came later. After having *wonderful dinner* we headed to decanter..1st time there..its a average-sized pub..more to just relax and drink..no dance floor..wasnt packed yesterday.thank god. We had 2 tables with few couches..We opened a Black Label brought by Ian. Blablabla..After finishing the whisky,we ordered a few jugs of beer.wish it was heineken..

We played 2 games,the FuzzyDuck thingy which all of us played, and "I have never been"me,julia,robin,marcus,ian and wilson.hehe..we revealed each of our secret..especially Ian..hehe..Liang Wen was mildly drunk eventhough she kept saying "Im not drunk"..can tell the way she walked..and luckily Carol was not drunk,fooshh..she has to take care of Wen..Julia looks not okay after we played her..dont get it wrong..she seems dizzy/drunk..she kept denying..

My cousin came later with her bf, drank with them for awhile. she will always come and see me whenever im out for a 'drink'..wad a "concerning cuzzie"..Around 12+..liang wen,robin,carol,julia and her friends left. We stayed and ordered 1-2 more jugs of beer, on Raj..we were telling jokes and laughing like no one was there..I think we were high..While we were in the car..we winded down the windows and were shaking our heads with benny bennasi songs!!and we were screaming and screaming..we were really high..thank god i was still able to drive..*hehe..5 lives in my hands.*Sent Marcus and Ian home Safely..and Wilson and Sam to Ian's house to get Wil's car..foooshh..reached home at 2..was so freaking tired and sleepy..after shower went to bed straight..

decanter

+RoN+

The End has no End..

Will have my last paper today.English Communication.Yea.Wat a Subject & time to hold me back from camp.Damn.Anyway, will leave for camp in Seremban by train with Yan Ming.Be back on Sunday.See everyone by then!

I will blog about my outing to Ampang Look-out Point yesterday when I come back from camp!


KinG!

The death of time...

It is 1.29a.m, 14 December 2007. come to think of it, i hardly do any sleeping at night these days. hence, i feel time has met death. death is eternal yet so is time... would u agree...i cant sleep(as usual)... so many things fill my mind and yet time seem to have forsaken me and forgot to move...at this very moment many feelings start to fill me...many thoughts... wat then should i think of...just to long a list to mention.my mind is tired, i am sleepy, yet sleep is wat i do not get. y? y me...and now i feel that the year is about to end... but this very line i have repeated to many a time... and yet the time has not come for a new year... again i think... wat will this new year bring us... a seperation of ways? a better time together? of is it all but these... i am waiting.waiting for time... time must be resurected... so i can think as time flies by... confused r u? so am i... mayb this post should be called confusion of time...WTH... watver...

+bingbangboom+

Rise Today, Forgotten Children..It Means Nothing!

3 days of Royal Celebration! [for the KinG and the KinG blogs about it himself]

Monday 03/12/07 - Kitchen Practical.Chef Tan is totally the coolest chef yet."Ask your partner", "Up to you" are one of those famous lines of his.This kinda lecturer lets us try, make mistakes, learn from it, expand our creativity.Chef Tan, you the man! Last kitchen class unless I choose option B in Higher Diploma.aww.we all love cooking don't we?
After class I was kinda rushing as Wayne needs to send me back to get my stuffs for badminton but Sean insisted that I wait as June needs to see me.When I look for her, she said there's nothing much other than she'll pass me the Hell's Kitchen cd someday.Yea.As in SOMEDAY.haha.Then Ee Von came into the kitchen and asked whether my birthday is in 2 days time for about 10 times! haha.
Then there comes the cake~ CHOCOLATE I see!! LG tried to act cool..but hey it's his birthday.Mine's after his.But we're doing this the 50-50 way.Together! So yea we got our face smashed a lil but we all still ate the cake as we're "saving the world" kinda people.we don't like to waste anything.hahaha.June are you proud now? We're saving the WORLD!! Thanks for that guys.And Jay who wanted to bite my nose off! [don't ask me why]

Tuesday 04/12/07 - Woke up.Can't wait to see these people in this blog! Yes you Stephy! you you you haha.everyone la okie.Went to college found out that I have a Front Office class which will clash with our gathering.Skipped it.Don't get angry Su Fen.I will practice my "check-out".I got Wayne to send me to Asia Cafe[thanks] where I met Lan & Little Man.Stephy came with the cake later.Ron came down from the pool area.Josh reached some time later.Lunch.Head up to the pool area to cut my cake~ CHOCOLATE I see again.came with a name "Chocolate Reflection".It was a Black Forest in disguise.haha.Nevertheless I love it.Though we did left few pieces in Asia Cafe.Sory June.My friends here don't save the world in the same way we do.haha.Before we left we planned to hang out together later at night.Which we did without Lan though.Only Stephy, Ron, Saara & I.Ron picked us up around 7 as we head to Piramid for dinner and leisure.Dinner at Jack's place after some time of discussion.Hate it~ Not worth it.

Jack's Place - Food : 3/5 - average presentation.average taste.
Service : 3.5/5 - Not all the servers are in the mood to serve you.
Ambience : 4/5 - Not bad.But we sat beside the window where everyone stares
at you.

Played bowling after that.Then Arcade.Then Stephy and I stood outside the arcade waiting for Ron & Saara[apparently they were playing some tennis game inside], we saw a couple where the girl's boobies were flowing out literally.After Saara finished his Tennis we head to our car.On the way, we saw the same couple making out in the mall.as in MAKING OUT! Mwah~~
Took quite some pictures as I think it was the first time we've been in a mall when the light goes out.haha.It was Fun! Thanks for your time people!

Wednesday 05/12/07 [Official Royal Day!] - Atika presented me with a muffin that her mummy makes for Yang Di-Pertuan Agong.For a KinG that is..haha.Thanks for all the wish everyone! From midnight till now..appreaciate every one of it! Yes Ron, you're the first.haha.

I'll Probably edit this post with more pictures later.

Grateful KinG!

Now Hear This!

"So Beautiful".The name of my sister's boutique.Yea.Probably sounds funny to some with the fact that the next shop's called "So What".But somehow I started to get the meaning of the name and respect my sister's decision on it.Selling accessories & clothings imported from Japan, Hong Kong, Nepal etc.She has her own brand line on the clothings.

Come drop by and check it out.Pricing may or may not seem out of range but this is up to different people right? A subjective issue.But do welcome to compare and check the quality and design as well as everything else with other shops.The shop will have some extra changes such as lightings and extra stocks in weeks to come.Yea so check it out often.

Piramid Megalanes! OMG.I played there yesterday.And there's this B***h at the counter.She charge us normal price when we memang go there often and Taylor's tied a contract with them.I even hang my ID on my neck.She didn't ask for it.My friends and I then later complain and demanded she void the sales.She said she can't without the supervisor and blame me for not presenting it to her.This kind of places should always ask for it.She talked damn loud to me summore.Although she void the sales but she's still a b***h.Never got a chance to complain to her supervisor.I will if got/get the chance next time.

I would love to post some pictures and blog more.Till next time!


"So Beautiful" Royal Boutique
KinG!

2nd paper..1 more to go..yay!!

2nd paper was English..kinda easy..the only questions that I'm afraid to lose marks will be on the thesis statements questions..each question consists of 4 marks..*sigh*..finished at 10am..1/2 hour to go to hand up the papers..slept for 20 minutes..

Anyway..one more paper to go..Econs..!!tomorrow would be the last day for mid-term..

+RoN+

dunno

exams are next week!! sigh. semester finals. they'll be using these results as forecast for any uni application. abit the not supposed to right?? haha. first exam everyone sure wont study la.. purposely making us get bad results. SIGH.

cant believe that its already been half a year. so blardy fast. next week are exams. last day of exams we have class trip!! yeay!! haha. to aquaria klcc. first time going there. so excited. the whole thing was organized by my bio lecturer... MISS CHARMAINE KHOO. she's the best la. another reason why i love bio. compared to the f**ked up teacher i had in form 5, miss khoo is like a saint. haha. i love her!!

anyway.. the monday after that going to pd!! yeay again!! haha. staying in a 2-room apartment. sunshine bay or something like that. haha. cant wait. i'll be back on wednesday.

jantans and betinas...
GATHERING la!!!!! haha. i'm gonna grow white hair d la.... mosquitoes gonna sleep d la.... i'm gonna forget how everyone looks like d. especially SAARAVANA KUMAR. haha. but i dont think he's gonna read this anyway.... =.='

thats all...
wish me luck!!

- gonna sit for exams stephy -